I do not want to be forced to be some people’s friend,

Even if they say they like me,

I’m a nine fish, and a polar bear, I have a very open rhythm,

I am okay. They don’t like me, I don’t like them, stay away from me.

I have a different level of expectation,

And optimism, and education,

All nine-fish and polar bears should have it, they’ve earned it.

Then a young woman who grew up as a sex slave.

Reinforced their needle, their whole life.

To them? Don’t listen to it, or anyone else,

And you probably already know it?

I did not, how many do not, and are told it’s them?

Cut off my sexuality, torture me my body, your doll, your joke your fuck over?

We help our own, it’s needle, you’ll hurt us, stay away.

Like uhn? Did they dominatrix my waxing aestheticians to dab me, the hamman (right French) and the ten spot (Indian and black) to figure out how to clip my genitalia? And make me pay for it? So you can clip whoever genitalia you feel like? Make mine disapear? Why. What fucking right do you have? Just fuck you to a level of your sick twisted fucking lies, dbd. It’s funny, I stood up for Muslim woman so I get it? Was my point they are alive in a world where they could be stoned? Was my point not giving you permission to do that in North America. You fucking pieces of shit. Is that a Brazilian? Do they explain that in sex ed? I have to ask and then people call me dumb? I should inherently know? They all did it to me. Uhn learnt and think they get to do that whenever they fucking want, why? Dbd. Definately not allowed to do it to me. But are they allowed a pedophile? I don’t think so they clicked their boxes in the first place to make them do that and did not tell them, so they would be stronger willed to not. this barbaric. These assholes treatment of oeodophiles is barbaric because they inflicted and did that to them, priest or just some kids of parents who tried to call them out. A health file has to turn that on this day and age, a health file has to turn it on. That is corrupt, that is abuse, of so many people. Dbd.

It’s my “really big aura”, it abuses not only me but those around me, and makes them terrorist to me all at my “doctors” whim for their agenda. Jekyll and Hyde. It learns everything and how to inflict my disability on me with every way I try to care for myself, because I know it’s a fucking lie. It learns my hand made quilt and how to get through it and atttacker me, and it goes through my skins and squishies my organs. Changes my eyeball shape, lets me breathe when it feels like, it’s say break time in uhn and then I get to stand up out of bed and piss, but they have to let me, oh so nice? They have better judgement than me? Do they? I’m delusional? It’s my schizophrenia?

The Italian priminister has no polar bear costume rights, no one does but a fucking psychopath. And is she doing that or naming what was already happening? It is not enviable they are castrating me because I exist, and because they checked boxes,and decided I was a risk post box, never a false slip or action, the kids terrify me. This is abuse of me. Let’s be clear, they clicked boxes met me in the child ward, and manipulated me to therapy for a decade and made me pay, do you comprehend tgat kind of self disgust and hurt? Could you come close? How much would you pay your therapist? How much would you wanna die? Not me, their boxes they clicked them, changed my age, more compliant as a child id easier to temper tantrum and frame, and framed me. i don’t want child grid, people treat me like an idiot, I can’t get a job i can’t get a job I’m under age, people ask me if I have to pee, little kids wanna marry me, oh so sweet? I’m 43. Do parents want a castrated group of psychopaths to be on child grid? Nice CAMH. Fucking assholes. Can I have my age? Do I have to ask? Men can’t stay away so I get castrated for life, and made four? Fuck you. Just castrate the savage Celtic? That helps the ape? My abuser is not a man on the street it’s my “doctor” who thinks those are good decisions. A fucking terrorist.

And also? All of you, lay of the dot dresses, ties and laughing like stupid fucks, bull shit your not responsible.

Was the peodophile castration my uncle and sister in laws idea cause they dominatrix the rest of the family and stole what was left to me, when I was seven? Cause I was red light, or did they turn that one on too? When they stole? No I do not eternally forgive you, even dominatrix sister in laws who arrived late on scene and hurt me, continued to intentionally hurt me. No.

I do not think nine fish needle (red light for life)

Is enviable, it is terror, no? It’s not terror? It hot? It’s celebrity in edibles? She said no? He made her? Really?

Who holds the power in presence there?

I really hateher and him, and his other wife, and that’s just one reason why.

Shut up and fuck off, and leave me alone, especially the first wife and her app.

She does not make me speak, because I would say nothing otherwise? she makes me speak badly.

Is not a joke,

Is not to be belittled,

Mocked,

Or made less terror.

Same with polar bear,

People are absolutely cruel, I get punished, and so do they if they are nice.

Not an excuse to be mean and get rewarded. Leave me alone.

Not only, guys fuck me, bleeding, then go for my ass,

do not stop if I say,

and then tell me to get a towel,

To clean up the blood,

And think and tell me it’s my fault.

All of them, not just one.

But don’t tell me that’s what it is so I can protect myself?

Take advantage legally yourself?

NO ONE HEARS MY NO.

No one. Not a doctor, an institution,

My family, you are all wrong.

All of you.

Use your fucking ears.

No? They are going to drug me by law, to “take” their violations,

Not complain, not be as critical, not scream murderer at you,

Make money off me, and even my ideas and brain, my experience education, and feelings.

So they do not have to act appropriately?

They don’t like me, I now know it, so let me go.

They never did nor where you ever equally nice, definately never equally respectful.

So fuck off. Would they do that to the friend they see socially,

Or just the nine fish polar bear next door?

Especially taking my work and ideas,

Calling them theirs.

making me sound and appear incoherent,

With terroristic dominatrixing from them.

My doctor stood with his toes apart, I taught him that,

It relaxes people round you,

You take the pressure for them,

he should he’s a doctor I am a sick person? Or a lower more playable,

more environmentally sensitive level? He has more personal power with more ease than me.

If I pull it together with focus I can bully him, but it’s full focus, not all the time,

Could I keep that to get away? No. I have to be drugged mindless for Maintenance of their constant power.

should black people, suburbia, small town, and mental patients be dom’d

to stand with their toes apart,

On bus and at work, to take for their boss?

Or vice versa? Could we all just do as the conversation goes?

Most are well intentioned. Those ones don’t get to know.

But who needs the extra boost maybe, of confidence, of kindness?

Finally, after four months, he decided to to steal my idea, stand with his toes apart with dirty white shoes now, after I was drugged,

To his vision. What? Is he friend? Threaten me knowingly for four months, and then drug me and decide to be friend? To prove himself correct, oh so nice? Hero “doctor”? maybe even say it was his idea? He has the credentials he can?

Is he or anyone else on this ward in Montreal or toronto

Or nyc Prousky, doing a really big paper?

Full of deceit and guiding my ideas to further corruption,

Ideas that if taught could enable.

With their bigger credentials?

While I get edited and framed.

No question.

It is not “the” economy it is their part of the economy and their power

And slaughter.

The two celebrity, wives are not the only celebrity, as I explained and bad people,

In my opinion, and fishing me, can they not, can I say no?

No I have to be drugged?

Could you stop that? Are they acting criminally? A lot of people?

None of these people have my permission, and it exists now.

I think polar bears and nine fish should help their own, not be informed in their brains with puppetting how.

these people hands off,

Hands off us.

We are not profit bodies, even for individual billable hours,

And bullshit they can’t change this.

Not on a gross scale or a small one.

I don’t want your drugs,

I don’t want your health care (that’s worse than drugs)

I don’t like your presence

So don’t enforce me to.

Can you handle if someone doesn’t like you?

I can still have dinner with my mom and da don occasion I love them,

Or I could have before I was called Mrs. Gorman for four months,

Oh it’s their French? It’s not, but a group of bad people, they come from everywhere.

Murder of my family.

I can’t go near them for years, great they have the dominatrix money hungry sister in law now,

Did someone want to edit something?

I don’t even like your roads, I’m Rayndian,

they are bad for the environment.

I can go in a nine fish polar bear restaurant,

Or nice one that doesn’t want to enforce me, like with a booth or something.

Is it so hard?

Or. Picnic, with a blanket for culturalist grass.

Except the pills make me stronger they like me less, and less critical, and less accusatory,

But more domable by them, so they can infuriate me, whenever they want,

I told them. I told them.

Of a grossly violating system, too strong for most to talk too.

If they sedate me I’ll loose my legs.

I would prefer my legs than to be friends with these people.

Let’s remember everytime I am drugged and forced to have it changed it changes my body rhythm,

affects my hair and nails as they grow for years, at one rhythm back in the skin, and all of my skin,

Calluses fall of, things go weird. they where fine, if this doctor has a paper, he swore under oath by law to invade the body of a human being with drugs and white shoes, to research a living human. Against their will.

Funny? You just do not feel me.

Can I be paid?no, they’ll “pay” me with long term care, to mess with god.

That is terrorism, esoteric intentional violation and terrorism, from terrible people

Aware and intentional.

Can I say I don’t want them around me?

Can I say keep the fuck away from me?

No, they catch you, after they research for months on end.

I am not going to say where as health will dom me there by law so I cannot reasonably escape their control, so they can research me. I will tell when I have a guarantee health is not going to hunt me down and make me drop on an aesthetician, so they hurt me, or decide to hack legally my salon and pull my pelvic floor themeselves. I think ten spot is nice, I just don’t know if I like the synthetic wax, but I think it’s nice puppet and they have always been kind. It’s like orange, which is vitamin c which is vitamin d light, nice way to be, I don’t know if I agree with choosing your own dominatrix but health grabs me and enforces schizophrenia with more strength and hate, and makes it hard on god, so if I go there and have a decent level is it a crime? And now health will think they have a right to dominatrix their business themeselves, for their research projects to steal someone’s work, and not protect them from getting hacked? They make it a bruttally anxious experience for me to go, make me drop on aestheticians, and actively debilitate me away from a respectable life. They want your money to do that to others, and your trust with your health, and your children. The government is not here to help. Do they get to follow me around make me pay to cause others to hurt me? And so they can learn how to ensure I am isolated and fail for life, and give me leopard spots. Is that petty and scary? No murdering with golf clubs is scary they make people. Their nice doctors? They ensure there is no way to get better, you have to stay with them, they do that. Thats nice? I’m a bit lowest form of humour sarcastic. Do you want your kid in adhd clinic, are you allowed to say no to your child’s hospital slavery for life? If you say no do they get reactive? They do with me.

That is the least of it. These “doctors” are total assholes.

To add, if you cannot refrain from not hearing my no.

If you continue to rape me,

Intellectually, employment wise,

Socially, friendship wise,

As a professional, it’s not my needle,

Your a rapist, criminally responsible,

As rapists and criminals are,

They can’t hold their back down,

If you can’t go to jail.

I say that because they are not going to let them all out,

Maybe puffy, but no one else.

So you have to go, doctor, art professional, researcher,

Celebrity that promotes underwear to me with a model with white skin and duck arms,

Edible bikini celebrity, not funny, you idiot,

Not yours, are you a woman who’s lived through that?

Or is this your trust fund idiots joke? And to make young woman think it’s cool? To ruin my career. Make it yours.

No publicity is not eternally good, it’s eternally your version of events,

That edibles model, has a camera that pulls my tongue, terrorizes me, and enforces my comments.

With intent. Is that criminal?

I do not forgive you nor do I want anyone around you near me.

No matter how much they cared stood for honesty or tried, he did. He should get ohis kids, and run. They are abuse victims by their mother, aunts, and grandmother, and step mother.

You terrorized me. Hahaha? Good way to frame and keep your celebrity fish? 🎣.

Naturopath, cbt head of professional body, friends with houses,

Who are well below the income level, just hurt me? My friends that knew it, I don’t forgive,

They never told me. What friend does not tell a friend that? Just, fuck you, fuck you all.

All of you go to fucking jail.

I do not accept your nice. Too little too late after three decades aunt and uncle stole money to keep it in the family? Nice excuse. Did they give any to my mom and dad? Did the aunt really need one of the pair of earrings left to mom? Did she nail point that? a lot of little things, sorry bitchy niece, me? I think your the trash. You are, you had not as much money as mum growing up, you cook better? Your mother was allowed to learn, better at everything? She’s useless? or so you think, I do not miss those implications, my mum chooses too, youre the trash. Keep your hands to yourself. You didn’t grow up broke, far from it, you’re just a liar. What about the next door retard? The two plots of land? Your excuses? Are vindictive, this was unnecessary, and not accepted. No. You started with self interest. Let’s be clear aunt, your trash, garbage, not absorb, we usually get called that. Poke or absorb dominatrix your husband, or just his family, steal money, wear black and pretend to be absorb?

Go to jail? Do they send the perfect old white lady to jail?

No it’s your Anglican sister in law puppetting? Nice excuse, you stole money. Do you think my mom wanted to take her grandkids to Disney land? Or not incarcerate her daughter for life? Fuck you. Hold it back you didn’t, so go to jail murderer has to, you committed a crime, and you knew it, for decades, you disabled me with intent for decades. It’s not the original thought with the keep the money safe excuse, it’s the thirty years. And three decades of continued disablement, in actions in your treatment of me, in you accusations towards me, in your words to my family, in your you like the dog better? I like your soon to get orange onesies. You cannot jump on board twenty 15 years to late and say all the good was your doing.

DEAR AUNT AND UNCLE, You stole. I don’t think your a white supremesist. I do think you knowingly played and abused me for thirty years because you stole. I do think you got threatened because you did it, and stole. Your children? O,aged me badly, with intent, threatened or not? Tell them to stay away from me, not lie and say they offer a safe landing friendships of cousins, and hurt me. So is it white supremecy as an excuse for anyone to fuck someone else over? Yes.

Meeting with the roles crowd to watch me swim, but not ask or invite me, and blame them for pushing you around? Too little too late. That’s RBC. They started the Micheal Wilson foundation of annuities to that hospital. Their money never runs out? They will always hunt you down and grab you if you have a thought in this country. They expanded to other countries too. Hitler. They do not leave anyone behind. They have a genetic supremesist guided and infused education. That is very bad.

Then celebrity and health? after two decades fish on a hook, health and celebrities, they think they did it to save everyone? From criminal aunts and uncles? No it’s criminal them too, that’s their story, they are so nice? The health and celebrity? Only here to help us? It’s hard to criticize the celebrity and health, it’s their job to not do that, like health fish people for celebrity, to make some bullshit? They saved everyone? It took two decades for them to save everyone? they caused Covid with intent knew it and forced vaccination? Their our saviours? Or they got caught.

Then After four months in hospital, doctor researches from Montreal, and donating neighbours that are not my friends, as socially superior in their opinion to me. They saved me? They did? Threatened me and pushed me around and down in the hospital, like regulation of water, forcing themeselves on me in every way. No, just no. I am not your liberal political agenda. Don’t grab random next door neighbours to inflict your politics or visions. Is st. Agathes the absorb laurentides town? It’s not as quant and retard and disabled, finger cut off abuse victim, and big box store, concentration is high, gangs burn the Main Street, and it has the hospital. Always did. I like big box better it’s safer for employees, like actually. As well, safer for me. To go one with the liberal political agenda, Murdoch is that his name? He’s no connection to the news, he influences with lanvin, you influence the government? Youre fair game, your a celebrity? Your a politician you take influence? I am not inciting hate you are fair game to criticize, how can I criticize your government, and “health” if it is labelled misinformation and inciting hate against you. That guy is just is an asshole to my dad, in a despicable way, it’s just his petty bullshit, petty, and disgusting, call me fat in front a group, and blame my dad, nail point him drunk to be weird. Just fuck you all, on behalf of me, whose calling you on it, and mom and dad who are too polite to say.

All of you go to fucking jail. And the knitting store? Ewe knit? That nail points me to agree with their miscuts and mistakes and still pay full price with intent, now advertising pale green? Close. Along with small businesses like you, don’t dominatrix me to buy your crap. Cousin in law business does the same thing, and then everyone knows she works hard and I am useless unable to sell? She cheats, dominatrixes sales. They are going to real hell, do they not see? No I am? my globe membership costs 9$ the globe nd mail send me to fake coded abject hell every week. With intent, who else pays that? Did someone do that? Just for me? I am going to fake hell, they’re going to real, great. That’s productive. Let’s be clear, fake hell, can be having your legs cut off and pickled drooling in the mental institution to run apps for two hundred years. I’m not laughing. Have I been in here for four months? Are you legally keying my back? Do you know your keying my back? I told you. Are you apping me? My fucking cns? Can you as proffessionals report that as illegal to have that on any app for anyone at any level, python does it to no one. You are not polka dot played, your assholes. Polka dots mean asshole terrorists, making fun of their illegal and hurtful actions. Grow up.

I also do not think a court, the police, health Canada, or even my parents should have the right to deal with this over me or for me in any way. I have a right to criminally press charges, you grew a swimmer off my eggs, called me a peodophile and obeyed the accusations made by a person that stole money and gave me a needle that does that as a child, and never admitted it for thousands of native people. Are they allowed to take science? Or are they informed is not their culture so they don’t speak its language to defend themeselves? Just my opinion. Trudeau making them sign shit, and lying, and threatening tax payers for government abuse tge government and its corrupt systems can well afford to cover. Oh I’m on a tangent. Am I? Do they make decisions over people they are guilty for? To maintain their corruption? 200 hundred drooling no legs and twitching? Is that a threat?

Can I add? The more I hate them, the better they do. That’s their idea. Love your comedy Dead fucking fish. I still do not really believe, that I am a dead fish for life that will never get to work and be this unjustly treated, I don’t get it? I am like incapable of comprehending it’s my reality. All my friends just dumped me, left to die, my family threatened and abused by other family, and politicked police, corrupt and guilty health care a lot of them. I’ve been surrounded the guilty and black,salable placed, they turned on red light with intent to take money, they grew swimmers before I was ever sick. Indegenous people wind up in the garbage all the time, why do I think I’m special?