“Do not go gentle into that good night, rage rage against the dying of the light”

- it said Dylan Thomas on the web, I forgot who wrote it, it said he was welsh and they needlessly had to kill him three times, with needles/eldeens. Science? That was 1953, go home, you are too little too late for your crappy lies.

Anyways as polar bear says…. “Fun begins” ….. I’m going home to mess with corrupt power, from my spirit, from my sub sub nano, from my soul, are they exited? The academics get exited when they hurt me. Rewarded. They have evolved law to their sexual volts. Academics, institutions, leadership, and recomendors, are not allowed to research people, fabricate lies, evolve law for their innocence, evolve thought for maintenance of their power, they are really not allowed to slaughter children, or kids.

I have goals to press criminal charges with the police, for the treatment against me. Everyone should get to on their individual case. Where my doctors blackmailed? Some? Others guilty? Then I can sue, after criminal charges. After criminal charges as well, there will exist precedent, to be unhooked, from their research, whats the problem with not using my id, if I say it hurts me? Precedent to get your whole brain for yourself, i do not grab your thoughts, people have to force themeselves into my brain, the thought grabbing is a lie, a hate play to the “average” poke. Precedent to be not guilty of crimes from intentional possession, from someone else. Fun begins, nueroscience is an intentional fabrication and evolved with intent for corrupt power. Then the artists, my employer, signing on to abuse me publicly without my consent because the org. had no money. Then being blamed and forced a doctor to work, one that would cover their crap up. Then the other artists? On their behalf, too precedent for the informed artists, generations of them, the government is not allowed to think for an artist, and if the artist does not comply sending them insane? That’s propaganda and I do not think a lot of artists appreciate finding out they are Canadian government agents of propaganda for a society of slavery, and binary ethnic cleansing for profit, ethnic cleansing as an excuse for profit, it’s not from hate, just for money (or hospital employees that went to Sri Lankan and did that to them through their idiocy, not their bosses).

Just to be clear, fun begins, I refuse pray gay man or insane to partake in the economy. It’s my binary. It would be deceitful on my part to say that to others. If I where to say that in one box online, like saatchi to sell my work, it would cause an effect. No. Very clearly, what my doctors call a delusional reality? My plastic allergy, thought control on the electricity, intuitive controls from products, a water wash on tap water, my phone being too strong, all of it, that’s not delusional, all easy to change for everyone, even with a tap filter appropriately regulated, that’s corruption costing my life and those like me. Then saying these crappy people promoted my advocacy? No. You promoted advocacy to edit and control it.

They did that but did not change the binary? They have to mental health label cushion it? Make me suffer? Cut some partially in potential, in permission to partake, in sales, in audience. They cut some out, people cannot even see them.

If the absorb child takes diabetes they don’t go insane? Fuck you. If the absorb child is given a culture on paper? They don’t have to take either, for crap to reign over the world. I said that a word and meant it.

I want to move by November first somewhere nice, maybe a true live will find me? Who knows.

I am too nice to ye, did he do some creep show horror movie Mathew Barney esq? Terrorize a random person cause he thought he just can to however they want? I’m not being cool? Am I being live acted going homeless? Or prostitute? It’s this necessary is this respectful to them? Fuck you. I Hate Mathew Barney, he’s creepy, I hate performance art, it’s a bunch of bitchy entitled complaining people, so do this to me? Revenge joke? You just endorse me ladies and gentleman. I hate your sick twisted liberal bullshit, I hate you because you enforce it on me, I hate your whole fucking course on performance old hag beauty cause I second guessed a shoppers bag, just ridicule every look on my face and push me down and fucking blame me? But mock my heals, and unfortunately banana republic not as expensive fucking jeans, send me insane for that shit, same community. Your shitty at art and thinking, career triumph? Clawy bitches. You also do things like take entire boxes of illegally reprinted and changed edited books that should be sold by a government granted gallery. This shit should close. (For those that don’t know artist jeans are like 300$, except look bad and have splatter, students afford them how? My friends got houses all of them, by taking advantage of me, put me down, you do well, now I’m just making it easy for them, and I can’t even block them on Instagram, no escape, any one with a government grant, or riding my wave you cannot escape. I still can’t afford rent, trying and crying).

I have to establish a business, of selling my work to afford an apartment, in the new inflation workd and not go homeless. High heels allow me the grocery store and bus:) I work from home however.

I want to buy a hooded brown leather coat not jacket, to keep safe while my body heals from being keyed, only for awhile. A few months with my yoga, Like soft brown cowboy, not creepy. Do my yoga, and maybe layer the Levi’s denim trench one on top. So the seems don’t show, I am scared if do I don’t get nice zap from others or in my coat I’ll go mean but I’m being keyed. There’s a difference. I need friend nail zap. I know a lot of people are trying to nail zap help me, I have to nail zap do it myself, nail zap just be my friend. I have god 🪼”a gentle teacher that sits beside us all” - I want his words, I think they are kind. Does the leather make me too strong for the poke? To defend themeselves? It’s the assholes that key point me home to rape me, that make me shit on the bus and scream at people. The nice guy gives you his coat, to keep you safe, from the other guys. If I let you defend yourself from my presence, and don’t take a leather coat, does anyone listen? Does anyone ever keep me safe? Not a scientist calling themeselves healers, lying to esoteric forces, while researching me, for individual profit and agendas of corruption, but a friend walking down the street? If I take a thick coat for a few months, I’ll even out, yoga will break the waves and the government id, I’ll be strong. Sorry but you drugged me to be a screaming retard, did not listen when I wasn’t drugged, hurt me to validate your scientific reasoning. I have motivation, I have hurting, I have anger towards a lot of people around me, I should, most of them like me as long as they are in command, sorry, I said something useful, something brilliant, TGEY pushed me down, called me dumb, did not even help others with the wisdom, but made up self serving its all how I look at it? It is, they are all going to jail. Not for five years, for the decades before. Good got the wisdom, I hope everyone’s getting it.

I will continue my or the? nine fish-polar bear mission or campaign, (they save world in my campaign, the garbage dump ladies some are retards, and the psychopaths, some are, ceos very few, they stopped that one I think) as a girl polar bear I tell people honestly, with heart, special antidotes and informations, I do need to be paid, I should get a gallerist? TGEY are all TGE same. Always true to my agenda to stop the slavery, and slaughter, by corrupt power, maybe even legal power, in the so called “west”? Or in the entire world? Be careful cowboys it’s not your fault. Anyways, everywhere informed and deceived. I tell people things honestly, with heart, special antidotes, and informations. I am drugged and girl, much nicer? I am also going to include them in my art clearly, so people pick up on it, can people pick up on things any more? Are most completely possesed.

Maybe I will even hear the bots and see the bots reality? Is it like the “real”? A lie? Like a bot girl? Who thinks she’s horrific and defiled? Is that what the subconcious tells her? So she buys make up? Does the make up say things like “for thin hair” does it give you thin hair? Like the guy whose t says everyday is pay day…. Is he rich? Does he have enough work to work everyday? Does he have to work everyday? Like is it bad? Is he talking about god? Does he pray everyday? Does he give every day? Or receive? Anyways?

Are bots wash going to be on loud? So they can fabricate lies? Stanford nueroscience head of u of t? With head of Ontario health nueroscience, I’m going back to a nightmare, of deceitful lies for autocratic slavery and and by power by “health care” and “science”, a lie since Darwin, they all lie and say their nice, even most “health care” are deluded to think it. I’m only RN? Defferal of responsibilities leads down a path to slavery of the entire world. I hold those accountable for it, many have been in their positions for decades knowingly deceiving everyone else. This not new information to a lot of people.

By my faith in free god, and unnecessarily.

I will say now what I am responsible for………

Every word on this website, as I wrote them, not how they changed.

The idea of how they can end systematic infliction of illness abb ndp crimibal behaviour by disclosing its cause, Uy is all infirned, done to people. I feel it is by allowing a free, enabled and educated economy to regulate itself.

See in theory, if a dye hurts someone anyone or water or water additives and triggers thigh pain, iron femoral pain, on free thought, those people will figure it out, and insist their dyes do not do that.

See if your thinking your right and moral to be bow tied, and mock my free ideological ways in favour of government dependance, most of those that support this, feel pain if they don’t. I put the premier in that category, I put my parents, I put my evil nurse that forced the halidol and it’s going to burn. They are all controllered. I put anyone that drinks public water from a pipe without a filter, at the tap(thats not too hard, but evidence of intent), in that category. Anyone that knows and takes advantage, I would like to say is responsible, and guilty.

Those that lurk around outside public opinion but in public power, like a public guiding position but void of online presence? That is avoidance of accountability, are peopke doing that these days, tge same ones who manipulated the population to pass laws that sodomy should be legal, knowing the real definition of sodomy?

Then some public people your not allowed to criticize, (it hurts them, it does publicity which hunts can kill, with energy, I do not care, if you are in a public position your up for public debate, you signed on) but they sway the vote, and doo not allow a public opinion against them, very frequently, people with alternate but even moderate legal ideology. Then painted to be terrible.

Worse then them are the government influencers, no one knows their name. They never par consequences, never held accountable, should be. From government influencers to academics, to scientists and researchers.

I got the polar bear hunt? Or was it the garbage dump nine fish hunt? I signed on? Did I? why? I wouldn’t be killed in quiet, I made a public fuss, on Instagram, and as best I could, as far as I know. That is all and signed nothing knew nothing and was asked nothing. If a publicity stunt exists while people die, it’s some asshole around mes excuse for never stopping other woman from dying in the garbage dump. I think a lot around me.

That was coerced to sign on? I had no choice, do it or die. Most nine fish garbage dump hunt die, why did/do I get to be special? Like be alive? Ye fish? Or is it me? Or is it someone else? That does or doesn’t go around with another girl? And force me into still googling him and force me to like him. I don’t like men that enforce or deceive me to like them, and go around with other woman at the same time. Ye did that to me, enforced my liking him, and hurt me, with my google results. He did not enforce my words, my clarity, or my opinion, of this bullshit.

I think I should not be forced to google Ye, destroy my life, so he can be famous, nor anyone else, for population control, did Ye do that to me all himself? No, absolutely not, he caught it, which is why I fight this hard, people are on my team. That’s a label, that’s a terrifying horrific wives and others around him. Making public hand in pocket dominatrix jokes, on a black man, those are terrorist and horrific people, most white blue woman are not like that, that’s the impression being given other countries other cultures, and Jesus. But can I not be enforced to google and damage my life? I was in the bath tub eurica up here when they told me he loved me? Was that him? Or a bunch of jerks on my lake? And to continue, Ye is brilliant, so am I and this shit, we did that you did nothing? Both of us are the absorb that stood up to it. Go to jail. As for Ye? He doesn’t call me, and he’s not on my flouride level, so yeah I hope he finds a nice lady, not the ones he has been around, from a friend.

Just so my flouride guy knows I can’t take flouride it gives me my Health schizophrenia id and convulses my legs, in light. Then they can excuse cutting them off. He could maybe call, if he knows he’s not going to die? Or text I like sms, I don’t get scared as much, I’m Jenny round the block he is too I think it’s…. ?

Would my flouride level guy die if he called me? Is it funny?

Is it me? I think partially, garbage dump is not usually given to white people? I am white and have that culture and ability to relate, as well as criticize, as well as expect from them, I’m afraid, am I less afraid of my own culture, race? However there is lots of white prostitutes, and I am still in hospital, I can still get scalpel legs cut off garbage dump, they are drugging the guy next door to learn unlawfully but legally, to drug all the drugs, cause they are all pull, on me, so great? I say no to these self considering all powerful scientists, they continue. This is illegal, I beg for my life on Instagram, and for a lot of others all day for years, no one consulting or asking me at all of the problem, and it’s still occurring, you don’t care.

I did not sign in, but I have been trying for publicity, to stay alive, I had too, I should be allowed to criticize and my full opinion, my full expression in a public arena unchanged is my defence, it was tampered with and manipulated. Then these people decide, I was forced publicity to stay alive, so the doctor and scientists that where guilty and forced that still hold my file, thinks they can make the decisions on the publicity? No. They sent it to political influencers, and Canadian artists, totally informed, not a thought in there head, they are not artist they promote the government agenda, of Trudeau, it’s the Canadian bacon, kill the absorb, was it the retard head shape that said that? Or did they give it to people on my grandparents lake I have never met? Or did they give it to the girl up here next door to me? Pay her a lot to fake a lie? Just so you know, she looks cow, is cow face shape, not cow culture, she is not a cow, she knows that, plays it, does she finger nail point people too? So please do not let her close to being the decision maker or guide of that story I hung out with her socially with others, I don’t think ever alone, not once. Not seen her for decades at least. These are bad people.

I say this because it’s not your face shape, that determines your family history, or even your name really, a lot of old cow names are not to be respected but are overrun by finger nail pointing in-laws, who teach the children that. I think most cow lineage, would be horrified, or maybe it’s just me? My granddad would be, I know that, poppy was, I know that. Did my mom always point at me? And know it? Or did she just go nuts in the past four years? I think my dad just had his hand in his pocket around me for himself, not to invade my brain. I think so many people did as a malicious joke, for their own gain.

Some people want to be innocent for behaving horrifically. I think if you knew I had a red light needle for thirty years, and fabricated lies to my face, and to other people, while others continued to die? You’re guilty, I think they want to blame my Catholic dad, no, they can, it’s his family name, it’s other parts of my family and neighbours, they knew give money to institutions and lie. Then pulling this shit? In my opinion, these people are criminal, and should go to jail, be removed from the public, they are not creating a safe public, because they are manipulating, corrupt, continuing this behaviour lying about it, for their opinion and selfishly in their own interest.

Back to my responsibility … did they terrorize me to unnecessarily sidelines my moms cancer? And car accident? Her life? Anyone else’s? No. It was unecessary. Hunting us down. I know, I guess I did, in a way? they’ll get my nephews, their already blonde, my mom would still be given cancer by a terrorist, as a joke, they kill you, this type of power comes for your great grandkids, to kill them, talk or not.

Did I sidelines with intent people I emailed? No. They killed them. I did not email the dead us lawyers, I emailed a mental health lawyer in the usa who was new to the mind freedom thing, and I was a little suspect of his new arrival but he was recommended. Mark Holland didn’t die, Arif Virani didn’t die, I emailed both of them and their offices. Did Calgary elbow park die? did forest hill fake die? Are mps supposed to be protected in their position? Are they? Did they change nothing? Except grab me? Why? When I am feeling as terrified in this position with my knowledge, I think, I think, I’m scared to think it, some may die for everyone to be free?

I then whip…. No. Freedom is not a price, ever. It’s don’t enslave. Ever. is that my program? Whip it? Is it? Is it Tgat band? Whip it good? Yikes. It scared me, so was funny, it’s the comedy of the disintegration and pushing away of my personality, threatened if I’m kind, if I think, if I’m afraid if I feel, if I act with tenderness, terrorized by mist around me without intent, but from their back, with everything I do. I say it wasn’t funny, you’re on the cusp of laughter. Do you get it?

These programs are so wrong, and my thighs hurt kinda a lot, after months of debating, for the moral action, morality should never be predetermined with physical pain in your insides. I think that’s illegal, in this continent. My heels really hurt, new blister under callus is already there. Shit. I need out of a key gangling hospital, and not to be blasted with electric by code in my apartment, can they give me a legal amount not a surge? It is killing me.

However straight down the line, do not enslave any being. Ever. I’m responsible for saying that. And …. Any life given for freedom from war, from organ harvesting health care, for murder from possesion by the government legally, for the economy, for disagreement in power over people or given to them with knowledge, for or from controlling of anyone, is a total waste.

Freedom, is a snobby expectanted right of everyone, freedom is not earned it’s yours, just insist. Do not loose your inner expectancy. Ever. If it got taken please take it back, find it, keep it, flaunt it, you say to yourself...“I am legally, and was told, and educated, and led to believe I and everyone else in this country with even vague human appearance, is free. I expect I am free, everyone else too. I expect everyone to work try take femoral pain learn and pray in their way until we all have it”.

It broke my heart, no one even responded to me, are you that selfish and insane? Email me about your liability? While people are dying? Fuck you, Shut up, get to work. You’re still liable. Yes, I just snobby bitched a master race, do master race even have iron femoral behave to the agenda? Do not lose your inner belief, that lady is a total terrorist, does not deserve to be forgiven. Forgiven emails “were doing our best, we’re communicating truth, admitting bad actions, apologizing, working with individuals to fairly pay for our missteps.” You email about liability? That’s not a misstep then but a crime.

I’m trying. Please know some, like bots, trolls, some others have death immediate from trying, and many die, some cultures know that and who they are, we have to see those cultures within us, and know it’s easier for some who just get uncomfortable can make some actions to the team, then pass torch, and then take it back in a few weeks, see? Take a break, block the time, pass it, take it back, keep at it, do it.

I am responsible also for saying something very obvious, researching people is illegal, human appearing no matter legalities, even if it is not intent, their id is in your research, it hurts them, shut up and take it out of your research. I think that’s not the truth, some bodies respond to research, that is valuable, illegal, gross abuse, and if you know that you know all illness is influcted, so your a criminal, emergency code for your research, like child lives first?does not exist if the illness is fabricated, I don’t think the economy counts its mone. Nor subconscious sway, as is against the law. This is criminal in your case.

Researching for any reason, I do not give a shit about your intent (you do not have good intent researching a human, ever). Researching on me to help whoever? in your fucking vision? I’m going to press criminal charges. You know you do not need to this, it’s all known. This is individual intent, and also hurting others, not disclosing to others, holding that kind of decision making and power over others. I don’t care if they immigrant, landed, they citizens here, your not allowed, to them or any one else. Decide who they are for them.

The nurses that zone out? or anxiously key my presence? Are zombies, not in their clear mind. I’m not allowed water? Key point others into my room? in tge middle of the night. Multiple times… think they speak English and do not, I have full conversations with nurses in languages they do not speak. This a problem, they should not decide my future, with legal power. Most nurses are nuts.

Or rattle keys with intent? Not because they are uncomfortable, but to be mean. Research knowing these things with intent? For individual profit, to hurt me, to hurt others to control them, to hide things from them. Toe point two rooms all night even told not to? I am going to press criminal charges against the intentional. I think we all should.

When I’m done with my criminal charges I’m going to road trip till I find somewhere safe. I thought Bragg creek? Is that a homeless needle grab migratory pattern? It’s so expensive too, the state can grab you in Alberta your family cannot stop them, but my moms on my law here? I asked why no one explained. I thought here, they blasted my electric.

Maybe I’ll just stay in Toronto? Die as a limp fish in rent control?

I wonder where I’ll be in a year?