To show explain and bring open conversations around peoples use of esoteric forces but also portray the divinity of the sentient esoteric forces in art and life

A work in process, living and learning, teaching through, and after process

Always asking questions, why?

Give a man a fish, he eats for a day. Teach a man to fish and he eats for a lifetime. it's an old proverb that stuck with me, enable, empower, educate, be clear.

Make a better world, with freedom S a sound mind and open heart and world, life.

We all go and we go as a team

Don't get stuck in negative energy or by peoples gossip or insecurity or hate

For art objects -

— translucent colours

      + do they "absorb" the eye and give depth perspective and kindness?

— bright atom colour

      + does not curb atom life lee, is it too much,     

think it’s alright for art objects:)I like to dress with more subtlety, but a snap of colour on your wall?

— no grid

      + it can curb the mind and thought process and limits thinking - creates agitation containment and diminishes an open mind

      + it can also hold you together so you get more tasks done at work — like plaid pants

      + I’m going to make no grid art object and teach on grid

--- soft on the eyes always

— space- even if a flat background is just translucent colour it offers a more open world view.

--- optimism - I didn't want to put scary into the world, I tried to make work that offered goodness and wholeness and looked with hope. People that have humanity and have suffered and felt do that.

I avoided terror, hate and pain for a long time intentionally. I feel like things are only taken seriously if they hurt, are hard, could be construed by some to be immoral, shock-- it's not the dark side to talk about them. but easier to do well in art or with press with those themes.

They Exist for sure, I wasn't giving them weight on purpose -- it's was my choice over my work

It's maybe the pain of the un traumatized, to desire to feel, is that trauma itself?

But remember ones/my worst thoughts aren't the most valuable, ones/my offering is.

— clarity and the other side always

Always to be continued …

Conservative guiding principles for my work…..

1) work with a moral agenda always, is it a harder aesthetic? Why? What is the moral reasoning of all of my work.

2) enable, no nanny state/artist. I do not think subtly alluding to truths is anything but an inside art joke, reaking of superiority complexes, while people are abused and killed. If my work says something it says it clearly to enable those that see it, even if they are not going to buy it, avoiding leaving some in the dark for a tax payer paid for insight most aren’t welcome to understand. Not welcome to understand when it could save and empower their lives.

3) welcome always, socially liberal is not socially accepting, it’s socially dictating society with government control, I believe in acceptance and protection of your freedom to be who you are, not who your inflicted with.

4) open mind, and don’t bully others but respect their opinion even if different. I was bullied for my politics and called the worst names, untrue names, only spoken too if I reiterated liberal opinions, and picked to pieces if I didn’t. Don’t. A different opinion does not mean a bad person, it means they have a different way of looking at the world than you. I will not do to others what was done to me.

5) conservative does not mean hateful, many liberals have that mixed up. It does not mean uncaring for society. It does not mean unhumanistic. It does mean using your independant volition as an individual and as an independant, from the state, community to care for others and society, the government doesn’t do that and take a look around that’s pretty obvious. A conservative cares and works to create community, safety, a good civil order themeselves.

6) to not partake in government art, the government is not neutral, but built by liberal politicians with liberal agendas,conservatives don’t build government, the arts are not holding the government accountable but feeding their machine. Many Canadian artists are informed in thinking by the government machine, and do as their told, don’t have a thought in their head. The liberal agenda has built a nanny state of knowledge, only the chosen get to know, while others are forced to be economic bodies for slaughter through lack of clear communication.

7) to argue and debate for protection of my freedom and personhood, which I do not have.

8) to be free thinking and think for myself, always using reason and spirit to think through a situation so I know my expression is my opinion, not a given or inflicted or fed opinion.

9) there is wisdom in the past, study history, call on tradition, learn from those that came before me, never deny, hide, or exclude the past.

10) use my volition to care for my community, and self, independant of the state.

11) believe in myself, my opinion, my values and morals, do not let people pick me down into their vision of a lesser version of myself for their comfort.